My dream last night...
I had a weird dream last night, or rather just before I woke up this morning, and luckily it stayed in my mind as I got up out of bed..
I was trapped on the side of a mountain, bare rock, mountain above me and mountain below me. There were others with me after a few minutes, but no interaction. Then I found a bit near someones terrace, a lady started talking to me over the wall, and after a while I, jumped over and the lady gave me a hug, but then I went straight back to the mountain side. Trapped once more.
Then I woke up, and I laughed to myself as I remembered and went over the dream.. I wasn't trapped when the lady had called me over, onto her terrace... Yet I had chosen to go back to the mountain and be trapped.
Then I kind of realized freeing myself is up to me.. If I am trapped, it is of my own making.
What a revelation! What an amazing dream! Incredible.
And I know I guess, I am trapping myself, not here in Spain, I know I don't ever want to leave here, this is truly my home, but I mean trapping myself with the past...
Thursday I accepted a placement for work, it starts next week, Tuesday. It is in Neath, somewhere I know so well... It will be great having so many friends nearby. Bittersweet maybe in other ways. But I know the area so well, and will meet up with people... It will be great, it will be good for me. Its just three weeks, perfect amount of time.
And my next Blog will be from there... Who'd have guessed it eh!
TTFN
Marian
I had a weird dream last night, or rather just before I woke up this morning, and luckily it stayed in my mind as I got up out of bed..
I was trapped on the side of a mountain, bare rock, mountain above me and mountain below me. There were others with me after a few minutes, but no interaction. Then I found a bit near someones terrace, a lady started talking to me over the wall, and after a while I, jumped over and the lady gave me a hug, but then I went straight back to the mountain side. Trapped once more.
Then I woke up, and I laughed to myself as I remembered and went over the dream.. I wasn't trapped when the lady had called me over, onto her terrace... Yet I had chosen to go back to the mountain and be trapped.
Then I kind of realized freeing myself is up to me.. If I am trapped, it is of my own making.
What a revelation! What an amazing dream! Incredible.
And I know I guess, I am trapping myself, not here in Spain, I know I don't ever want to leave here, this is truly my home, but I mean trapping myself with the past...
Thursday I accepted a placement for work, it starts next week, Tuesday. It is in Neath, somewhere I know so well... It will be great having so many friends nearby. Bittersweet maybe in other ways. But I know the area so well, and will meet up with people... It will be great, it will be good for me. Its just three weeks, perfect amount of time.
And my next Blog will be from there... Who'd have guessed it eh!
TTFN
Marian
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