Today, this day, this date.. does not get better.
It truly is the worse day of my life.. To be told by the man who is your world that his days are numbered .. that memory that feeling, can't be erased.
Maybe it should, or could? lesson in severity. But so far every year now I relive it.
I still have the awful thoughts I had on that day.
I sit here now, where I scattered Franco.. the sun still shines, the earth still turns and I wonder 'how dare it.'
M.
Stay strong Marian, love and hugs sent on this tough day. Andy & Tanya xx
ReplyDeleteThank you both, love you mxxx
DeleteI know exactly how you feel,sending you love Chrissie xxx
ReplyDeleteThank you Chrissie.. love mxxx
DeleteIt doesn’t get better, it just gets different because slowly, very slowly, you learn to cope with it. Don’t fight it because you’ll never win.
ReplyDeleteThank you.. just wish, just sometimes can't handle it.. thank you for this mx
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