Star Burst

today i feel really positive and motivated, i have been a bit down on myself recently what with my aches and pains, although i hope this coming mondays work wont put me back there again, i suppose i really will have to think twice about continuing there if i then spend the next 24hrs trying to get any ooomph back!

i have been thinking of phoning up a telesales job, but unsure about what theyre selling or buying, specially here on the costa del sol, so today i started looking around the newspapers online, and some job companys and i applied for one job and enquired about another, and have put my cv up for show, so we shall see, maybe having a 'proper' job again is really what i need, i suppose the less i have been doing, the less i feel like doing, which cant be very good for me, although my age is now a bit of a down factor, i may feel younger than i am, well in my self, young at heart and all that, but that date when you write it down... OMG it looks sooooooo bad! still lets see eh! i must admit i feel better just having done something towards getting a job.

this morning while pippa and i were out i was also thinking of getter a scooter again, again as in thinking about it! and told pippa she would have to have her own seat and wear a leather biggles hat and goggles! can you imagine! i will have to get tony to make up a photo for me, he's clever like that!

on tv just now a lady walked over hot coals to get her motivated and her diet and life back on track, i remember my stephanie doing that not so long ago, i am so proud of her, amazing to have done such a thing, and i told her if you can do that, you can do anything girl!

Love is not gazing at each other,
but looking outward together in the same direction.

antoine de saint-exupery

TTFN
Marian