We actually went to an area of the hospital to pick up my pre surgery preparation pack.. and it's very close to this park.
They called again, the hospital, and changed my appointment again, which is better than the 10th, less bad omen feel for me, especially...
It is now the 4th of November, Monday!
Stomach feels crappy, and it's all over the place!
Added to that a bad back! Maybe a mix of stress, and, or? Sunday night I had to have easy and quick access to the bathroom, so we had a switch around of bedrooms and I was in a bunk bed, which was great, actually, but not easy to jump into or out of in a hurry, and getting out of is a hurry, as any of you might know if you've had a colonoscopy.
Without getting into it too much, this was my fourth pre colonoscopy prep. but I've never had this after-effect before, I guess it having only been May since the last my body is not liking it!
Whose would to be honest!?!
And now I am putting it through it again, immediately! I can't eat for 24 hours after the surgery is only, and then only soft foods for a further 72 hours..
After Mondays disappointment, I had thought a good meal, a glass of wine .. would be a thing for this weekend, but no..
And to be honest, not next either, I am worrying myself sick that maybe I'll be too scared to eat anything that could risk effecting the surgery area, ever again!
But living on soup or other non chewable items probably wouldn't be a good onwards journey for a body!
M.
They whispered to her You cannot withstand the storm She whispered back I AM The Storm!
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