Above, moss on a post! And moss in a (Blog) post!

A forest walk on a misty afternoon in Bewdley.. with a small old fur baby... 

And beneath in the park also in Bewdley..

Can you zoom in and see the words?

'We are known forever by the tracks we leave'

Very true..

I am writing from a train, second of the day and off to Nottingham, it was jam packed when I got on in Birmingham New Street.. full train, we were like sheep and wolves boarding... Sadly not a wolf today, us who were waiting longest were shoved back by the rush of the sudden appearance of latecomers! 

Anyways I wedged me myself and I into this window seat .. need a better bag, bigger possibly, or just one with more capacity.

I have my brilliant headphones in, and listening depressingly to Leonard Cohen.. 

Everything I look at on the many social platforms I'm on .. probably most of what I see I shouldn't like or repost, these things hold us down, hold us back even.

I have always held onto the past with all my life as it is, without the constant feed of memories, which I have no problem remembering any way!

Delete them then? Hahahaha hilarious! 

No!! I enjoy reading my friends and relatives latest news... Being so far away from so many of them...

And Insta I like putting up photographs... Of course!

This time of year, is getting to me.. and what a year..

Selling the house ✓ I had to leave it, I was so sad there... eventually...

Leaving my job ✓ I may have complained, occasionally about the customers, but I loved going into work and my colleagues and some of the customers.

And of course moving countries ✓ again! That's three now! Leaving is the worse...

I dreamt I was in my house last week, my house as it was with my things and looking exactly as it is.

When I used to dream of my house when I lived there, it always looked more cave like! 

Anyways, although the dream was okay, it made my heart ache afterwards. Awake.

Had three lots of sad news this week, so that's my three in a row.. 

I still have the cold, which is just in my lungs now so hoping that'll budge in the next week! Haven't coughed the whole time on the train which is good! Still scared of coughing in public! COVID damaged us in many many ways! 

Can't wait to get back to son's, going to the store for chicken and other bits to make chicken soup! Always the right answer for colds! 

Have more to write I'm sure, but feeling a bit sad.

I'll buck up! Must be my hormones! Oh no! They've upped and left many moons ago I'm sure! 

Next stop mine! Well nearly! 

Adiós amigos...

M.

One of the happiest moments in life is when you find the courage to let go of what you cannot change.

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